On December 3, BTS‘s Jin released a new solo song as a gift to ARMYs.

Despite being released hours before his birthday, “Abyss” doesn’t contain Jin’s usual upbeat spirit. Instead, it shows a different side of him.

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Wanting to only show his “good” side, Jin says he is often reluctant to express his negative emotions to fans. However, through this song, he decided to show a different, deeper side to himself through his music.

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The song “Abyss” deals with issues that may be relatable to everyone at times, such as burnout, not feeling good enough, and more.

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Listen to it here.