On a recent episode of tvN‘s You Quiz On The Block, BTS‘s RM vented about some frustrations that he’s been holding inside.

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With the COVID-19 social distancing measures having been in effect for around a year now, many have adjusted to a new routine excluding many face-to-face interactions.

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But RM cautiously confessed that the long-term effects of the measures have left a big void in his career.

After a year of not being able to put on performances, I feel like the framework we worked so hard to build is gone.

— RM

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He even added that it makes him question what he deserves.

To be honest, I keep thinking, ‘Is it okay to work like this? Is it okay to make money working like this?

— RM

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According to RM, BTS has always worked with the mentality to give it their all, but COVID-19 ultimately prevented them from doing so.

We worked with the mindset of putting our lives on the line, but once the moments that require sweat and passion were taken away, I kind of feel like I can’t hold my head up high.

— RM

While everyone would agree that he’s still giving it his all, RM’s biggest worry is how much longer he can continue without performing for his fans in person.

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For RM, the guilt is real, and it just goes to show how much his fans, as well as his career, mean to him.