With the premiere of MBN‘s Miss Back just around the corner, the producers released a special clip of former Nine Muses member, Sera, and her heartbreaking story of living with depression and panic disorder.

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In the clip, Sera showed the difficulty she’s recently faced such as running out of money in her account and speaking with the bank for a credit card loan as a result.

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But what broke the hearts of fans the most was the strange behavior Sera exhibits in her sleep.

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In the middle of the night, Sera gets up and eats pizza and cake, but the problem is that she doesn’t remember any of it.

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This symptom is commonly known as somnambulism caused by medication taken for depression.

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In an earlier interview, Sera confessed that she still takes medication for depression and panic disorder to this day.

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Sera even shed tears and expressed her desire to overcome it.

I’m a singer, too. So I really want to get better soon.

— Sera

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Check out the full clip of Sera’s heartbreaking confession below: